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I have imrpoved my applications and they are better now, a better cv, but when i was at the application coaching they did not tell a lot to improve, so I guess they were not that professional themselves. My English certificate is from the ELI (English language institute of the American university in Bulgaria, Blagoevgrad) So it should have some value and good effect on the application. http://www.aubg.bg/templateT1.aspx?page=100354677 http://www.aubg.bg/template5.aspx?page=4705&menu=001004006005 So that's about it with my applications. And about the second matter, I will never put my quality on life on rest for three years to go to Stuttgart where I feel bad and don't like only to get an apprenticeship. Our life is not that long so you can give away three years of it and go to a town with weaker sun and less sunlight, which is very crowded and narrow, which is loud and which is not the direction where I want to be at all just for an apprenticeship. Europe os so big and I will not go to Stuttgart by any means only to get an apprenticeship, it can't be the last option to go to a closed fassility only to get an apprenticeship. Tatsu, I know why I do not get an apprenticeship here. Germans just prefer Germans over a foreigner with little eye dissability, they prefer their own men, they are like that. And English is of no importance to them, I know how well Germans speak English anyway, there is barely anyone who speaks English without accent, my father speaks better German and with less accent than most Germans and he is far away from my English knowledge and speaking abilities. Germans speak English with hard German accent and with German grammar, they use German grammar and not English grammar to form the sentences, so English is of no importance to them. And probably they think the certificate is not of value, since it is from Bulgaria, a country they label very low, they know mostly negative things about Bulgaria and they label it one of the lowest countries in any aspect in whole europe. So I think basically what they look at arre my poor schoolgrades. They also look at the many years without proper working activities, but they don't realize that if they do not take me my cv will get even worse and it will be harder with each year passing for me.

I have imrpoved my applications and they are better now, a better cv, but when i was at the application coaching they did not tell a lot to improve, so I guess they were not that professional themselves. My English certificate is from the ELI (English language institute of the American university in Bulgaria, Blagoevgrad) So it should have some value and good effect on the application. http://www.aubg.bg/templateT1.aspx?page=100354677 http://www.aubg.bg/template5.aspx?page=4705&menu=001004006005

So get the tracks, I highly recommend them, they are really worthy listening. I hope someone will post another game with goa tracks and this time really with some tracks of the well known oldschool artists, hallucinogen, Astral projection, MFG, Boris Blenn, Indoor, Oforia, California Sunshine, Aban Don, Xerox, Man with no name, Green nuns of the revolution, Etnica, Pleiadians. In this one many rather unknown tracks were posted aswell.

They recommend jobs for office, secretary alike jobs and some jobs to organize the traffic at a company, care about what is in stock and what comes in and gets out. Well I have not send 100 but probably near to 300 applications and have not recieved a job. i am sure in Swizerland or in Austria I would have better success, since people would care about my good English language certificates and also about what I write in the application. My good computer knowledge, my good communication skills, I am sure there is more care about it aswell, for example in Austria an apprenticeship must be provide for any young person and what they provide here to me is an appreticeship in a closed fassility with people with bad eyesight or blind people in a town I don't like at all. I will not go to Stuttgart which I can't stand at all and which is crowded and cold in winter just to have an apprenticeship. But that is how it is here in Germany, so I think it is high time to leave the country and look for jobs in a different country.

I am using Windows 7, good and relatively stable OS, altough very valnurable for virus and malware. How is Ubuntu? Is it easy to install applications now or does it still requrie that you ahve to type stuff in the commant prompt, that was the reason that always hindered me using Linux more, since I am curious about Linux, I like the design and performance. But if you think about it, unless youare a computer expert Windows is better in any way, better hardware support, better applications, easy to install software, all thsoe things are worse with linux. I am not a computer specialist that I can write software so for me I guess Linux would be the wrong OS. I would be glad if you tell me something about it, for example if they finally invented an easier way for installing programs.

I have been to a carrer counceling so many times. They recommend me teh same jobs again and again. The problem si that they at the carrer counceling can only tell me what I can apply for, anything else is up to me. They can not help me getting a job or apprenticeship unfortunately. And lately it is so bad companies where I apply to do not even answer anymore, so I have to think about alternatives. Maybe working in the internet for a few hundret euros and living in Bulgaria is an alternative if it works out. If it works well I could even save some money for pension. I think I will try for a few more job addvertisments here and if it does not work let's go to bulgaria and try my luck on the internet.

I fully agree on that. It is hard to do such tracks, pure musical art. And in general you should not call something rubbish fast.

So when it sells out press some mroe so that E mantra and the Suntrip label get some more money.

This was not very easy anyway. Not a lot of hallucinogen, Etnica, Pleiadians, Electric Universe, Space Tribe, MFG or other well known artists`tracks here anyway. Most are difficult, but Manuser also unrealed some real gems here, that I did not know before.

Ok, yes, you are right. There is a long way to go, I have to learn the language better in order to be able to write English as a native speaker. I need mroe practise in order to do that, but I think I can learn it and get better in writing. I need to focus more on English articles and learn the grammar properly, but I think I can do it.

I do not spellcheck what I write, because I have no English office right now and I do not think it is very important to be perfectly correct inside this forum where it is not essential the text to be 100 % correct.

I am thinking about my future life at the moment and have several options, one of which is going to Bulgaria and living for little money, trying to apply for jobs in Bulgaria and starting to work when someone is interested and employs me. The good think about Bulgaria is that my parents have a flat there and the living costs are still so low that you can easily have a relatively good life with 300 . So I am looking for internet pages that offer jobs as an author so I can write texts and easily earn money. I think I am good at writing and can write interesting texts, I am quick at writing aswell and for me such kind of job is very easy and joyful. I will register at some German author portals that I know and if they accept me earn some money from tehre, but I am not sure if that will be enough for monthly income so I have to register at English language based portals. So my question is, does anyone here know such author portals? I will not even ask if anyone here is intersted in my services since people here do not consider my as a skilled author and on the other hand the people here are skilled authors themselfes. I am also very interested in internet pages that offer online jobs as a translator, for example German to English or English to German and any balcan language to German or English and the other way round. If I manage to find one or two portals for any of the above described activities earning 300 or more will not be a problem. In addition to that I could write boooks about various contents, including a book about goa trance and psy trance, but I do not think many would buy it. I will be delighted to hear your thoughts about it and am free for other sugestions aswell, since it is not sure whether I will get a job, I tried two and a half year in Germany and no comapny wanted to apply me, so I do not have an easy time right now.

So where can I buy that stuff?

wow, the last video is really great, the music is really of those hypnotic and deeper going goa tracks, there were very similar tracks on the Goa Trance compilations but I don't know which artist. It is very fresh and so deep that it really let's the mind dive. Only the soft and a bit digital sound could be a bit better, where can I buy this?

Phoscyon and ABL II sound impressive in my opinion, they sound very real according to me.

Yes, I liked second and third track of that album, not listened mroe yet. The second track reminds me of people can fly, the synths are similar.

Well, I am not so technologically advanced to be able to create such a thing. It probably requires programming, drivers and much more. Or do you mean just the case for it, I think you mean the keyboard and the trackpad for the mouse for an Ipad, right?

I am just listening to Arcana album and it is pretty good.

Quite unbelievable. I have to feel ashamed among all the people here with high positions. I am not a guy who is very interested in a high position giving all my life to the job and career, I have the attitute. Working for life, not life for working and a demanding job, a high positiion requires a lot of focus to the job which I don't want.

No, this is not very easy, soem are easy, but most are not easy in my opinion.

Ofcourse, the cities are beautiful architectually, no doubt about that. The old buildings really give a nice atmosphere to the towns, but they are still overcrowded in my opinion, especially the train stations and the train.s My eye disability is that I see almost nothing with my elft eye and do not see very well far objects with my right eye. But I see well enough to work with computers and use equipment in offices and not only that, it is enough for any kind of job I would say except very fast jobs or jobs which require a driving license. The illness does not have any name, it is several illnesses combined I think but mainly I do not have enough receptors to have the highest resolution and see things with highest resolution as normal people can.

And what you think about Esslingen area? Crowded area, isn't it? One twon to the other, and all of those are quite big so it is like one huge city. Stuttgart, Esslingen, plochingen, Göppingen, to the souther Reutlingen, Metzingen, Tübingen. I know the Bodensee area and I tried to move there but I did not get any invitation to my applications sent to that area for whatever reason. I really tried hard but my applications just got denied. So now I am trying in Bavaria, but I might return to Bulgaria and try my luck there. Maybe the people will be more open to the skills I aktually have instead of only looking at my fucking school marks. I was at the job center a few days ago and asked how much companies have to pay if they deny a disabled person and the answer is 150 . This absolutely explains why disabled persons do not ahve an easy time here, only 150 e in order to not have to apply a disabled person is really nothing. I don't know if it is per year or per month, but even per month companies will be happy to pay that and not to get any disabled persona. Since here in Germany it is a big thing if you have even a slight disability, they look at you as if you have fallen from the sky and don't know how to talk to you. That does not apply for all people ofcourse but many are like that. Instead of supporting them and making life easier for them, people deny them and don't care if they are on the street. It is definatly a capitalistic country and in my opinion disabled persons should have a chance even with bad qualifications, alone the fact that they have it harder to some extent should make people take them so they can finance their own lifes. But so far no respect has been shown to me all those years.

I know it does not mean Freistaat for that, how foolish do you think I am? But it is definatly true that Bavaria is far less populated tahn Baden- Württenberg, no matter if you will agree on that or not, but you can even look it up, how many big cities there are and how many dense areas? In Baden- Württeberg the dense areas are a lot, especially arround Stuttgart it is like a big town 50 kilometers in radius. One city with 1000 000 cticiens to the other. Houses close to each other, not many Green areas and the vegetation is not dense at all. Concrete everywhere. Anyway you can't tell where it is densely populated and where not since you have not visited neither o f the two states and I frequently visit Baden- Württenberg and Bayern so I know the difference. Baden- W+rttenberg mostly has it's wooden areas tahnks to the black forest which has a lot of trees but it surely is not everywhere like that.

In Germany I did not see such a company yet. I really don't understand how school marks can be everything for the job employers and what you have learned after that by yourself or with courses does not matter at all. Good English knowledge does not matter aswell, many Germans speak English with accent and pretty bad but they don't care about English knowledge. It is really hard to understand, but that is how it is.