I think you're being hard on yourself for your very first project. It's not an instant thing. Your first stuff is probably going to sound crappy, but that's how everyone starts. I challenge you to create a quick, two-minute piece of music. No intro, no outro, just some good ol' four-on-the-floor with a simple transition or two. Then we can listen to it and give you advice.
Start with this:
Set your BPM between 135 and 140.
Standard kick, four beats per measure.
Hi-hats at 16th notes (16 to a measure).
Open hi-hats exactly between the kicks.
Snare at beat two and four of every bar.
Simple (but often effective) bassline that matches the open hi-hats between the kicks.
The rest is all how to make this simple formula sound interesting, and that's where you come in. In fact, if you do the above, you're bound to come up with the next little step, and the next after that, and so on. A track is made up of thousands of little decisions that you make intuitively as you go along.
Two minutes, man. Call it an exercise.
When you've achieved this, you'll be able to listen to how others have used this same formula in their own ways. I swear in a few months of hard work you'll look back and laugh at how you thought it was so difficult.