aliendna99

FUCK YOU ASSFAGGOT

Why did Colin sodomise himself? what happened?

good. then so shall I . so long buddy

excuses buddy. lame excuses. now are you done ? youre starting to get embarrasing tbh. i mean if you want me to leave, then simply stop talking to me. extremely simple!

aha! so you DID wanted people to know. yet you just said one page ago you never wanted to tell anyone i was neurogen. you just wanted to have a "man to man " chat. liar! lol. so me taking the whole PM thing from you as a threat was right afterall. Im glad we got that straightened out.

and yes, someone has to stick up for the weaker to bullies like you. you should be ashamed of yourself man.

first i never swore not come back. second i came back for the love for psy trance. i came back as another user. aliendna. this user never did anything wrong on this forum. why couldnt you just leave it alone. why did you feel you should bring it up? noone else did? what makes you so special? .. do you see now what i mean with big ego or should i explain further. everyone has a right to 2nd chance, as do I. yeah i still hate colin with all my heart. so? many people hate many different people, do you got a problem with that? then that is YOUR problem. not mine. standard phrase? ive never used that phrase before in my life actually.

but yeah please go on living your life happy that you are a big man, that can look down on people like Radi. Does it make you feel good? to pick on weaker people? Does it make you feel stronger? either you were a bully in school or you were the bullied one. dont pick on people. its not nice. from an adult perspective it just makes you look quite sad. it is clear as night and day that radi mean no offense, especially when he explains himself which he does very nicely. yet you keep putting him down. it makes me sick tbh.

man to man? what are you talking about? what made you think it was any of your business to begin with?!? what do you mean what was happening and what had happened? jesus you act like this is some court of law and that im on trial or something. who do you think you are? some ego... Some fukin ego you have.

I didnt know your intentions because they werent clear. Why would you even start to PM me about the neurogen issue in the first place. Seems like its none of your business and that you should leave such matters alone, and respect my wish to anonymity as the admins did. Why should you not do that aswell. And as for radi, yes im defending him. Simply because noone else is. I cannot stand to see a whole forum picking on him. I did aswell, but I had a very big eye opener about the whole thing and I feel everyone is reading between the lines in his words, mistakingly. But you know that I have already told you so. I think everyone is misunderstanding him. Like I said, I did aswell, but that changed. Again, yes Im defending him becuase noone else is. He is not a bad guy, he can be clumpsy as to how he expresses himself. Yes. But he is not a bad guy. and yes, I will leave dont worry. As soon as this thread is finished

the fact that you chose to paraphrase me as me saying "bla bla bla" shows; a. you have no respect for me or what I have to say. Which you should have because you are the sole reason this thread ever happened, therefore you are the sole reason for everything this thread made happen. I had left neurogen behind me, but you decided to take it upon yourself to remind me, and I took it as a threat, the admins could read the PMs to verify this. b. you have no courtesy to even acknowledge what im saying, for its face value, even if you dont respect it. (meaning everything I said was completely valid and neither immature, redicolous, wrongful, inaccurate or insensitive. Yet you chose to paraphrase it as "bla bla bla" which is extremely derogatory and quite arrogant.) which means why should anyone have respect for you, or acknowledge what you have to say for its face value. but yes, agreed, please shut down thread no more good can come out of it.

what do you mean nothing is his fault? Do you actually believe it is radis fault Procyon left? If that is the case you give radi too much credit, and procyon to little credit. Procyon left all on his own, he just used radi as an excuse. You know it, we all know it. Radi never insulted procyon to push him to leave. For one he didnt even know he was gay. For two, he never insulted gays, even though I can agree what he said about homosexuals COULD be insulting to some. For three, he never insulted brazil. He used brazil as an example of a warm country. Comon guys. Now can you please lock this thread. I do not wish to come back to respond to ludicrous claims from some poeple here. This is just too much.

PART 2 of 2 Who are you talking about? Im Alien? or someone else named alien? Im from sweden bro, and I love psytrance so I think you must be referring to someone else. You are the one who JUST said, that I overreact to stuff. Now you are the one who is doing it.. radi obviously didnt mean any offence, he just made an example of people living in hot areas. He chose Brazil as an example. He never said anything bad about Brazil, nor did he say anything bad about Brazilians. Go ahead, I challenge anyone to find any insults. There is none. What? what did radi do? Nothing thats what. Im so sick and tired of everyone ganging up against radi for no single reason. Read his posts more carefully next time. He never insulted gay people, and he never insulted brazilians. Nobody made him leave either. Procyon left all by himself. comon people. stop trying to accuse Radi for Procyon leaving. Do you actually belive that yourselfs? Procyon left all on his own, radi did nothing in this particular case. Its not Radis fault Procyon thought Radi insulted gay people, and brazilian people

PART 1 of 2 Its ok if you dont remember. I put it all in the past aswell, just that user Paradox reminded me when he starting writing PMs to me saying he knew who I was. I would gladly have just let it be the past but he broght it up again... I had already forgiven you brother. I didnt leave this time over any internet drama. I handled myself good this time around. I progressed. I matured. why i left last time was due to the entire fuckin forum went against me, and EVERYONE stood behind colin, absolutely with their tounge up his arse. Not one person stood beside me, and I still feel like I was not entierly in the wrong. Sure, I acted very immature and over-reactive - but I was EXTREMELY provoced, and anyone whos been drunk before know how you can react. Everyone went against me at the same time. Unprovoked? Too bad the LIVE vs LIVE thread has since been cleansed, but it was NOT unprovoked.

i logged in so i could answer this. but i wont be logging back in. the amount of hate i recieved when i left as neurogen was insane. i feel like it was completely unfair. but procyon, you were one of the very people who made this happen, you were one of the people who pushed me to react the way i did. just read the thread and you will see. in case you forgot. and its kinda sad cus i really like you. but you really pushed my buttons then mate. its wierd that you act like you forgot. insejn, ok if you knew, why didnt you say anything then? i really do not want to log back in again, im done with this site. so much bullshit, so much backstab, so much fucking "i wanna lick Colins ass" type shit. i really am very deeply sad that you treat me the way you treat me, and i dont think it was called for. but go ahead, im sure you will just laugh at me. you will probably dont even think im a real person with real feelings. ,just go ahead and laugh see if that makes you any bigger in life. bye. loggin out now for the last time and im really sad too, cus i feel completely misjudged and misunderstood.