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yes, bensodiazepines; they are addictive sedatives that causes massive and deep physiological, psychological and biological depenance. stay away unless the other option is suicide. Music doesnt do it for me though, it has to be speech, and series that i love are perfect cause its mostly dialoge. so its a form of sheep counting, only i "count" the words i hear.. or something to that effect...

I have severe tinnitus from anxiety and only benzos removes it. but Its one of those things I just have to live with. hopefully that too will be gone after a while. so sadly I have no advice other than the fact that falling to sleep to low volume film/series is a must because then the brain hears that over the tinnitus and ure able to sleep. so every single night I sleep with some form of sounds in e background and 99% of the time it's always sunny in philadelphia cause I've seen all episodes at least 20 times so it's something like a bedtime story I have easily can relax to cause I know all the words and don't have to pay attention. peace

Hands down favorite: SUN Project - I Feel. The buildup, climax, second buildup, more intense climax: well, eargasm at its fullest. Other than that, my list would be like 10+ or so tracks I think. And then I mean true Acid, i.e the 303 and not any other similar type of "acid". Some are for example: Electric Universe - Peak (Although Full On) Electric Universe - Renania (not a facemelter but oh so sweet 303) Talamasca - Halloween (climax amazing as fuck, although not 100% its a 303) Mindfield - Lets Get Stoned And.... (not sure about 303 here either. could be sh-101 or something) Vibrasphere - Thermal Twist (not either a facemelter but again, really skilled use of 303) P.Cok - Double Doper, Toi Doi - Replicant, and more are all facemelting acid but not sure its necessarily a 303. Anyway theres alot more and ill perhaps link a vid or two on another occasion later on.

bumping cause i think this one is going to be a monster once complete edit: ops forgot to add the 303:) ill replace the link asap. will update thread then. so wait to listen until then hehe peace

Please, just stop right there. Please.

Good morning Ankur. Im drinking coffee and having another beatuiful day. I dare not say my depression is gone until it is for at least a month, and i dont wanna jinx it. Listening currently to some of my own music, and am about to play the first of many, daily hots games. Good day to you all.

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It was in the first 5-6 psy albums i bought so i hold it dearly but most tracks are sadly just mediocre so that album is by far their worst. Their production skill went through the rough on Claissical , and broke another roof with BPMpire. Then it went quickly downhill. Gathering though, meh. its too average. Overmode was my favorie just cause it was the closest to my kind of goa i liked then. I bought it in 1999 i think. and Nic in Serbia HUUGE Mallcenter, but everything was counterfit lol and all albums from cd burners:D But damn were they cheap. However, they also sometimes have actual real album for sale sometimes, but they usually always sould out quickly, Soon me and my newfound Serbian friends got very very close, they could not speak english very much at all .- except a very few. But the vibes were so astoundingly pleasant . Me, best homie and his lady cousin who was a fox, all went there for a week. Not to visit family, but to party our asses of Instantly I grew friendships with many of these people even though we could communicate simply by expressions; it didnt matter. It felt like everything was telepathic anyway. So yeah we became all very close friends and after that week, I cried ALOT cause I wanted to stay there for ever. HUUUUUGE Mansion on the top of the mountain looking over the valley in which the village is. Competely wonderful nature and a rare view. but it was a true royal pain in the ass that every time we were done at a club, iit took about an hour due to the fact its so steeply uphill. Most cars would tipover instantly, but _everyone_ there driver small small compact Jugos. And they love driving cause they pimp out their rides, some of them, with great soundsystem and stuff like that. And It was a pretty poor village/community/country overall - so even they were furtonate enough - to have anyough money to live happily. Because no joke, Ive never met a bunch of friendlier people in my life. So completely honest about themselves and NOTHING I was used to in Malmö, Swe- where you really had to hold guard and fights happened almost daily, robberrings etc, but everything in the gray area s nothing was never reported to the cops. Due to fear of the "leader". I wasnt at least afraid of him and when he met, me just shook hands cause we from the same hood and its REALLY a hood by Swedish standards. So it was definately a tough streetlife, but obviously everything is in relation and most countries are alot worse. But the types of harrassment from this crew were only psychological. Like, they tro ty play wierd mindgames with people, but all just a ruse to grab phone, money etc, or worse. But the main thing is constatly having everyone fear you, so noone reports anything. and EVERY NIGHT they were around the hood robbing people. my friend got robbbed on his way to me to have a smoke., we lived about 10 min from eachother so we had a spot we always met at every night to have a good night cigarette. so while i was approaching the scene, i was still to far away to interview, and i didnt just wanna rush them, cause they were three people and me and him where one, trust me, so I waited until they left, witnessing the robbey and clenching my jaws in rage that I soooo wanted to help him but assessed the situation in becoming worse, cause since they are always bored .- now they have a whole new fun thing for the week, which of course would mean beatdowns and robberies of the person interviened on the other guy. Crazy little group and they always stayd under the radar.... well for the most part. one was in and out of juvy, and one i think are still locked up . this was in 1995 IIRL so i was 14 or so. ajnd i was a nerd then too, loved video games, music, just learning about computers, stuff like that, and of girls were a huge interest:) luckily i had decent looks and was laid back and "cool" enough to fit in with the cool kids, was just geeky enough to whould have fitten in with the nerds. Also would have fit in with the bad.-boys and the black sheep. this is where i learned about smoking in general, and not many years after, the rest is history. But overall I had a great ´Seniour High School and got along with mostly everyone, in different way, but of course had my core group of frinds who akways ´hung out and were at eachoters houses all the time so you were pretty much never alone. Nothing in the world were more fun for us then like for example the first NFL game for PC, Metroid and Doublel Dragon 2 on NES, and later on, we played tekken tournament and became so pro thtat it always was a game of tic tac toe. You cant win. Only if you really screw up by a mistake or something, But yeah We played that for years and years.

tried my best to perfect the mixing so that the tracks are more "filled with stuff " rather than being very empty still. but finishing the tracks with my srong will, is possible, and ill try so here is this one, then. Enjoy the preview and our third draft I think, or was something I randomly done cause I "felt" the acid groove so hard and just let it slide i dont rember.) For these version I post, all production and mixing and mastering is done by me, so its "my versions" Creds to Padi for being a genious in dulicating melodies. http://www.aeap.se/priv/ltbl_1st.mp3 http://www.aeap.se/priv/ltbl_1st.mp 3 http://www.aeap.se/priv/ltbl_unknown.wav

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Ive rewritten my original track to be more goatrance and this just a teaser on what to come. EP is not that far away now! http://www.aeap.se/priv/realnitemare.wav Also a huge humble thanks to the very wonderful people like Draeke, Colin, and Richpa all gladly would agree to listen to my demos and give me some suggestions, which to scrap , which to continue on so forth. And getting this support for legends and such an honor. Thanks guys:) edit: And Rasalom and Starkraver too ofc, and now add recursion loop to that, and Im in the presence of true honor and Im not exagurating (fuckit dunno how to spell it) I truly feel so humble by it. and these teasers I post - the end result will be 10x better at least.

Today was generally a really good day, but i didnt felt like sleeping AT ALL. even though i still have sleep to catch up on. I guess I just have to much energy to wanna do stuff, and not juust go back to sleep, ive slept far too many years of my life as it is. now i true to use each our productively and the hours go by to quick! oh well, at least i get the morning sun, and be able to take a shower early, shave, then hit the town to meet a girl and hang out ^^ that wouldnt have happened if i went to sleep cause i would stleep until night. besides ive read some studies regarding people in my general condition that it can be healthy to skip nights just in order to when yo do sleep, you sleep alot deeper and better. And im starting to see why. But of course its just not as easy as staying up. it has to of course work for you and still make you feel okay the next day. Before i was completely destroyed if i didnt get my 10 hours. but its starting to look like thats not the case anymore, due to my very new found happiness and happiness based on real life stuff while also of course extending on my 2nd home, which is here So the fact that im sharing so much is cause this is my other family, thats who i see it. and thats the way i would like it. i can only do my best and thats fine, whatever the outcome the friends i allready have here are very cherished and im glad they like me too, you know who u are! peace!

Did you just buy the album? Awesome I wll too as soon as I add my new visa card to my payal. 4 euro;O its a steal.

dont get me wrong but most comments from you are very negative and the way you champion for ra actually wants me to not give him any other chance, thats how feel due to your few but negative posts here. also, wehen it comes to RA, he is talented but his style doesnt speak to me.

I think I have one10/10 albums. and its not released yet and only an EP. possibly also Nova Fractal - Fractal Landscape. So many seem to sleep on nova its crazy how good he is and this album just might be the only 10/10 I have.

Kinda agree. Not on the fluffy part, thats a part I always like with him, and the very reason, but i just find the tracks to not really tell much stories. for a better world however is legendary, and it carries the whole album. its allright when that happens and is expected. but its also a shame becuase you really wish the whole album was that way. but, its great that its rare cause when it do happen, and it has happened quite a number of time - its awesome enough to spawn an entire forum, with fairly active discussion, all the time. And that is because of the albums that were regarded as truly legendary. But yeah. Love the fluffy part, just dont really think the other tracks have much to give other than a pleasant musical experience due to the perfect production quality.

I love to laugh. Im a very chilled out guy IRL and like to just keep everything positive all the time and im the cliche of "the glass is half full" these days, due to all ive experienced when the glass was empty even though it was full. Anyway, im not going to go into a rant here so chill. But Richard Pryor was definately the most funny man on Earth - together with a few other people like the all late; bernie mac, mitch hedberg, chris farley, george carlin and bill hicks gets special mention since they based their stand up on conspiracys that were all completely and utterly true which made them geniouses in the regard of truth, and not "comedians" per se even if they had extremely good delivery. bill hicks is a guy , just like in the classic "human traffic" I tend to put on when Im feeling bad regarding abuse and stuff, and always feel comfort in that life is just a trip anyway, and none of it is very real, and all that. Anyway Richard Pryor stopped being funny when he stopped doing coke. Sadly. But thats the fact. So only his old vinyls are funny - all of his Specials that came out, I think there was three of them - are not the Richard Pryor at his peak. If I can recommend three of my very favorite stand ups by him, these three are insanely funny. Bicentennial Prayer, as a church pastor. "you def and dumb mothers u motherfuckors that cant talk we dont need you here!!" Nigger with a seisure. As a very intoxicated man in the lower socioeconomic class. "what? im drunk? nigga fuk you mean im drunk mothermucker, u crazy, shit u dint say that an hour ago when u was sellin me shit baby im buyin everyone in here..... somethin... one beer one motherfucking beer for everyone in here hwohohahaha.. whooooo!! sing that song you bitch! that motherfuckin sing her ass off baby. hooo shit. what u lookin at bitch? ugly muuffukka" Wino & Junkie. An old wino sharing stories. "tihs a neighbourhood this aint no residental district" "look at that nigger. in the middle of the street junkie mutherfucking nigger used to be a genious!! i aint lying booked the numbers didnt need paper nor pencil. now the nigga cant remember who he iiis" The Audiences are also very good and you can tell they really loved the show.

Haha ok dude im not sure what you exactly are referring to as my memory sadly is damaged (for real though, im closed to dementia in that regard and have to keep a diary of my most important stuff and things like that) so you are free to remind me, offtopic in pm if its something youd like to refresh me on : )

when ure at it, make sure uve seen Avatar and Interstellar, too. Two big milestones in movies, IMO. Then again they are either hate it or love it movies. Avatar is my fav movie all time and it always makes me cry. And people hating on it because its so touchy-feely and some even say cheesy, then i truly will defend it and think the people not liking it due to those reasons are probably people I wouldnt want much to do with anyway, as I find it strange NOT to be touched by that movie considering its sensemoral and story

Sadly only two tracks on that album was for me legendary, the rest were awesome, but no more than 3.5-4/5. For a Better World and Mysterious Fantasy where the only two 5/5, the 4/5 being Beyond Lightspeed. Which happens to be one of my most favorite "cocky" goa tracks. Like its basically a showoff, like "haha. Look what I did suckers. Mohohoahaha I PWNFACE SO HARD" with that melody after the awesome LUDICROUS SPEED sample- Thats how I felt anyway, lol:D But still great album ofc. I love him and top 3 new school artists:) Thanks man I try my best

Oh wow, had NO idea that two of my favorite posters share my feelings regarding these two tracks Thats all I need to feel very very happy, awesome guys. Sorry again for the OT.

Yeah If I ever done that before I regret it and wont do it again. My new me will always respect others. I might go " you insane bastard how can u not like that guy" but that is still something with alot of love and humour and i will never go another route than that of respect and love and mostly humour. and people can take humour differently and thats cool too, but humour can be very touchy if not done in a way thats actually funny. so If im saying something that I find funny but others do not, and even after consideration I still find it funny, then ill just rather let ppl not get it than apologise for my sense of humour. That said, Im noone to back down from an internet squabble -its just that everything is now based on love and not hate, something that unfortunately has driven me before , when I hated myself so much. Now I love myself and so I try my best to share love when applicable.

LOL. Thats how I feel regarding alot of releases nowadays and its amaaaazing cause its been soooo long that too much boring goatrance came out, and now its just, amazing stuff all over the place and from new artists still perfecting the craft. Exciting times ahead of us, I guarantee it. Nova Fractals next album, if he ever makes one, and I know if he does, will take a LONG time to complete, but IF he choses to make another album, I can almost Guarantee that I will consider it Amongst the best. That guy is like Simon and AP in that regard. ANything he does it automatically good, then HOW good, depends on the track. Artifact303 is in the works on his new, and Im sure Jannis is aswell, at least as KOB and I look forward to anything coming from Jannis, since his tracks are ALWAYS intelligently sequenced and written, even if it doesnt turn out the way he intended, always, you can still hear that the track has a true goal and aim, and that Jannis is a very skillful and intelligent person. His latest album I thought was geniously produced, but still, sadly, only a few tracks gets plays still, and not very often. And its a shame. Its strange. Some tracks you dont find that good in most regards, and the production can be poor - but they are still tracks you listen to alot. And some of the tracks on Filterias latest album were like that. On some tracks I was like "ok, i totally see what you did there and that took some serious skill." but thats about it. Its like a piece of art that I put on my wall because its great, but then never look at it. Oh well. The amount of legendary cushy goatrance the guy has made far exceeds the fact that there are also many medoicre tracks. The few quality ones outweigh by FAR, the lesser ones. For example, four of his most underrated tracks are IMO "wormhole", "rotate to vibrate (ze remix)", "perpetually delayed voyage" <- that one takes some time to grow into to be able to fully get it, and finally "amnesia reaction".

I too, do not have any idols, however Nova Fractal is slowly entering that space! But still not enough to consider him an idol, but if anyone, regarding psy, it would be him. Nonetheless I appreciate the great art some artists produce and I throw out positive comments for my love of these artists all over the place and thats fine, so its not like im gonna go all fanboy when someone talks trash on Filteria for example, as I chose to just not reply and it doesnt bother me personally. So Colin - Share away. If anyone gets butthurt over it, we would just have a good laugh. So bring it!

Martian was really good, I agree Some of Matt Damons best work, and AWESOME script/story. It felt very very realistic. Have seen in three times Btw, Leo finally won his oscar. For those of you familiar with the interwebs, youd now it has been a meme for a very long time now - that in lieu of leos outstanding performances and generally a very well liked actor - the whole internet exploded with new memes and stuff when he got his oscar lol, the internet is hilarious