You know this series " True detective" has thrown open so many tangents in my head about the human condition , true suffering and the question of how to escape this time trap ( the reason this show has a 9.4 in IMDB IMO is that this particular theme has deeply resonated with the TV audience even though there is no proof about time being a flat circle and us waking up in this nightmare every single time death becomes us) ; science hasnt really proved anything about life after death, and even if there is some theory there can never be a first hand experiential account , near death experiences notwithstanding ; most of heaven and hell being "pure conjecture" both in religion and science etc that im willing to nose dive into this subject
You know how it is , that existential feeling that consciousness being a misstep in evolution and all of that .. recommendations of intense existential books would be welcome.. Thanks